To Buck: a letter of appriciation
Lately I have been getting more and more of these kinds of emails. It really makes me so happy that I could be such a positive influence to people. I really feel this strength and power in my message grow everyday. I am sharing this one with you that I received today.
Dear Buck,
I just wanted to say that first off, you’re an amazing person. I’ve known about you for several years now, but only recently did I decide to look up your Wiki and watch some of your videos on Youtube. I want to say: THANK YOU. Thank you for doing what you do – for being so tremendously brave and intelligent and compassionate.
I am a 24 year old trans man from Texas. I was finally able to begin medical transition 5 months ago. My whole life, I was upset by my sexuality. Ever since I was a kid I hated what was “down there” but could never explain why. I never touched myself there without being covered up and mostly I pretended I would someday grow a penis. This was how I got by for the longest time.
Then I came across you. Hearing your inspirational words, and hearing you talk about how you love your body, was like some kind of divine revelation to me. It was the first time I had ever come across someone so loving towards themselves. I come from feminist circles, and they’re always talking about self-love, but you hardly ever see that kind of thinking actually being realized. Here is a trans man, totally at ease with his body! It made me really begin to look deeply into my heart. I actively began to try and love my body more.
Then T started doing crazy things to me, and my sex drive went through the roof (and still is!) Suddenly I began to feel compelled to explore my body lovingly, and for the first time in my life, I am actually at peace with not having a penis. It feels so ironic, that now I am in transition, I am more comfortable with what I “lack” than ever before!
I’m sorry this is turning into a long letter. Buck, thank you. Thank you for helping me be brave, and giving me self-confidence. You also helped me see that when I transition, people will still find me attractive. (I had a crippling fear that nobody would ever want to sleep with me after transition, and I know this is bologna now!) Thank you also for your PSA messages. I had unfortunately been putting off getting gynecological check ups for a while due to dysphoria, but you gave me a little push and now I’m getting an appointment set up.
Thank you for everything Buck. You are an amazing guy and you give people like me hope everyday.
Sending you lots of love and admiration,
Wasteland Show Photos
April 30, 2010 · Posted in Buck's life · Comment
Back from performing at Wasteland in Amsterdam, Got beat up by security, my plane was delayed because of the volcano eruption but all in all I had a fabulous time. Made many new friends and rocked the house. So enjoy all the photos from the show..
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Mangina Man
I get lots of really cool emails everyday but some stand out more than others. This is a guy who has contacted me regarding my impact on him and wanting to be a porn star like me. The interesting thing is he was born bio male and is now going to Thailand to have his cock removed and a pussy put on so he can be the man he always wanted to be, a man like me.
So I have decided to cast him in a new film. He will be the first bio man with a pussy in porn. I am very excited as I know there are many men who feel like him and I have helped to open that door for them. I think there is a place for this type of man in pron and who better to bring the first man like this to porn but Buck Angel Entertainment.
Below is the email I received from him:
Hello Buck,
I wanted to tell you that you have a great site. Your look is unique and you look to have a successful career in doing this type of work.
I wanted to contact you and just talk briefly for a few moments…
Ever since I was young, I have always been an admirer of the transgendered lifestyle. Recently, (this month) I finally am going to take the plunge. I scheduled to have surgery in Thailand with Dr. Pichet for SRS. I am going to have everything removed below and have have Dr. Pichet create a vagina. The thing is I am going to live as a man…with a pussy. I have everything scheduled for March 20th, 2009. I am looking forward to being “free” down below, but living as a normally do now.
I have been looking at what it would take to generate an income with the type of website and performances you do. I find the lifestyle great and fun to be around.
For the most part I just wanted to tell you that you have been an inspiration.
For the record, I am a college-educated guy with a 4 year university degree in Business Admin. I do okay for salary ($70,000) and currently started a web development company. So, my point is that I have a good head on my shoulder and understand the direction I am going. At 35, this is the change I have needed.
I am attaching a pic so you can see…maybe we will meet some day in this business.
Take care and thank you for listening
Kindest regards
Mayan Riviera
I took a bit of time of last week to enjoy the splendid Mexican coastline. I really thin k it is good for my brain to get out of my office since I live in paradise. Usually my day consists of me getting up having coffee answering emails,eating breakfast and then off to the gym. When I return I head straight to the computer to work for the rest of the day. It’s not all fun and games building an empire. But when the time is right I always take advantage.
So my manager Sergio came to visit and we took off to the Mayan Riviera. About one hour from Belize. So we are sitting on this amazing beach and just enjoying the sun and talking about work of course, My trip to Toronto next month. When along walks the village gay..
Of course I called him over and next thing you know he was on his knees licking away! I love Mexico everyone is so horny here.
After I found this great bar and got myself a nice cool drink. I thought it would be cool to do a little ass shot for you. As I was pulling my shorts down I noticed the grounds keeper watching us and realized he must have been watching us the whole time because I saw a huge bulge in his shorts. I waved at him and he gave me the thumbs up and said” I Love Buck Angel” haaa!!…Just kidding but it sure sounded good!
So after Sergio left I had one day to myself before Stephane from the French television show that i am filming showed up. He came for only two days to shoot my”private life in Mexico” I am not usually very open about letting crews into my home as I really like to have my privacy. But I thought it would a dd a bit of depth to the show. Plus I really like Stephane who is the producer and he is very cool and sensitive to not making it all freak show..(pregnant man) .
They shot around my home and also we went downtown and to the cigar shop. We then headed down to the beach which was fun.
That is also the cameraman in the photo Gilles. he was so sweet and really easy going. That always makes shooting so much easier. Sometimes I do get a bit emotional talking about my past even though I do many interviews and talk about it alot it still is tough sometimes remembering my horrible past of drug abuse, suicide attempts and hating myself so much..
WOOF!!
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